Well it has been two years since Justin left this earth. As I contemplate this time, I find several things true. In order to move on with my life, old hurts and angers have been forgiven, our daily lives are going fairly well, the execution of my plan for our lives is progressing right on track, my children are going to be alright, I am going to be alright.
I find the things I miss the most are talking to him about all the places we went and all the things we did. We were older when we started our family because we were busy running around the country seeing things we wanted to see. We’ve been to Grand Canyon, Yosemite, Carlsbad Cavern, Glacier National Park, Denali National Park all the way to Washington DC and all places in between. So mostly when I am thinking of him, I think back to all those good old days and I am happy we had them.
Justin passed away on Sept. 12. The kids got to see him. I was holding his head in my arms when he took his last breaths. That is a time that is currently keeping me awake at night but I’m sure it will ease in time. Services are Friday, Sept 16, 2pm at the Road To Eternity Church in Duncan, OK.
What a difference 10 years make. Sept. 11 2001 I was a mere days from giving birth to our beautiful Olivia Marie. I spent many long hours those last few days of pregnancy watching the horror on the news and contemplating the world I was bring my child into. 10 years later, Sept. 11 2011 had me sitting in a hospital room saying goodbye to her father who had been part of my life for 25 years. We were married in September and said our final goodbyes in September. I am thankful that…
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